TIME FLIES

TICK TOCK...TICK TOCK....TICK TOCK....

As I sat on my study table thinking of how to start my project paper, my mind wonders far away....Wonders from one issue to another...

Wondering whether am I making the right choice??
Wondering whether is it worth it????
Wondering whether I will be able to cope up???
Wondering whether I will always be this lucky everytime???
Wondering whether I am strong and capable enough to hold on till the end???
Wondering whether I will faint one day???
Wondering whether I will breakdown into tears one day??

And as I wonder......I suddenly felt the "second needle" ticking on my watch getting louder and louder and as it gets louder, it is getting faster and faster....Somehow i felt that the time accelerated double the usual speed!! AND my heart is racing at the speed of light as well!!

I felt im so left behind, so abandoned....
by time, by work, by studies, by events, by friends, by relationship....

Then I start feeling....
Whether I will be able to catch up with all those.....
Whether I will be able to excel in everything I do...
Whether I will have enough time for each tasks....

My mind just wont stop wondering and wonders around aimlessly....When there are too much to wonder, you just don't know how or where to focus on already!! You just feel like ignoring everything and act as though nothing ever matters.... You just feel like sleeping all day, not thinking about anything and put all the worries aside....

If I were give one minute, just one minute......Not having to think about all those.... It would already be more than enough for me!!!

And as I typed this, another 20minutes gone....Time Flies like nobody's business!!
You got to be alert and quick to catch up with it or it will be vanished from your sight in a blink of an eye!!

Cherish every second you have!!
Treasure every moment!! =)
Think about your loved ones!! They will always be there for you!!
Thanks to all those who has always been by my side through my hard times....
With your love and support, it is the main source of my determination to hold on and be strong!!

Be happy no matter what comes ahead of you~~~

I can DO IT!!! AND.... I BELIEVE I CAN!!!

Attached together with this post is an ispirational video which i got from YouTube which inspires me alot!! Hope that it can inspire those who are facing the same situation as me as well!!

At Last!!

No more papers for the week!!yday sat for Maths, today Business...now im left with two more papers...4 down and 2 more to goo!!!hooray!!hopefully it will end faster...really in Holiday mood already!!

Hmm looks like i shall not draft in exam anymore..for all the papers i draft, i couldn't fnsh it, but for all the papers i didn't draft, i have exactly enough time for it...For example, maths and business i fnsh both papers before the time ends...really happy!!

Well at least maths paper and BM is not as hard as Eng and Moral....

But then, i noticed something, for these 4 consequtive days, i will surely need BOM halfway answering the paper...(well oni certain ppl will understand the meaning of BOM)
p/s: learned from Lee Mei Yan!!=)

But today's BM paper is really like the SPM BM paper...u kenot even stop writing...once stop, u can nvr fnsh it!!and for the first time i used all the pages in the answer booklet...and that's a lot...my hand was aching so badly...
fyi: BM = Business Management
SPM BM = SPM Bahasa Melayu

Well that's all for today!!just can't wait for the last day to come...and that will be 2nd DEC!!!^^

another 2 papers

Monday(1/12)- Thinking Skills
Tuesday(2/12)- ICIS

ALRIGHT!!!I shall start my war now again...no time for rest...

MORAL!!!

argh....i HATE u moral....why must i study u?
Well i just sat my moral paper just now...and is super tough!!OK maybe is not tough, but dunno why my head just went blank just now...dunno how to answer anything

Somemore do half way stomache ache to the max...=( have to go toilet..wasted my precious time, in the end didn't fnsh paper...more than 50% gone....arghh!!!!how am i gonna get CGPA 3.5 above??oh no...cannot get free laptop anymore...

~~~woo wooo woo~~~~

so sad arr!!!Gonna bang my head on the wall ady, or hang myself under the fan...
all of the exams, y must i screw up my finals?yday eng oso nvr fnsh, today moral oso din complete,..haiyo....im so NOT PREPARED!!what have i been doing all these while?

i knew how to answer the last ques VERY WELL but too bad i dun have time for it!!
Hmm at least 2 down and 4 more to go!!!if i try my very best for the rest of my papers, still the moral will pull down my CGPA, definitely kenot get 3.5 above dy =(

Sorrry mummy!!!=( wanna cry liao...dunno why just dun hv time...can do de, but...haih

First day (FINALS)

Today my final exam begins....

Subject: English 1
Course Code: GLF0014
Date: 24/11/08
Time: 9.00 am
Duration: 3hours
Venue: SUPER DUPER COLD STORAGE ROOM(CHANCELLOR HALL)with temperature of -30 degree celcius(ok im just exxagerating) =)

Before the reaching the place, got wet in the rain abit....so when enter chancellor hall, is worst...even colder!!haih(the i so DISLIKE coldness)

The paper was actually quite easy, but i think i screw up a little...din manage to fnsh my essay on time which i tot i can fnsh it but turned out to be the opposite in the end...

Section A QUITE TOUGH, spent quite long on that part and Section B so so oni....

In short, definitely not gonna do well for this paper!!however i will try my best for the other papers!!

1 DOWN 5 MORE TO GO!!!!

counting down to 2nd Dec where all these disasters will be coming to an end!!!=)

i Miss my mummy, and little girl!!=)and oso jie jie of course...(actually everyone at home)
i wanna go HOME
i miss KL!!
i miss my KL FRENS!!
i miss my room
i miss KLPAC(wanna go watch theater with martha) =)
i miss playing PIANO!!
i miss everyone, everything and everywhere in KL!!!!

im coming!!8 more days to go...and i will be counting down=) *evil grin*

Undercroft!!

Im in undercroft now blogging and reading ppl's blog!!i suppose to be here doing research for my assignments...but what can i do??im blog addicted!!

TALENT SEARCH!! It is all OVER!!

Yay the talent search is finally over and now i can at least have more time do spruce up on my studies and fnsh up all those stack up homeworks and assignments!!!












Me, Xiao Ci, Seok Yee, and Liang Yi!!

We all go CRAZY rite after the talent nite grand finale was over!!!HOORAY!!

Busy WEEK!!

SO SUPER BUSY these days with meetings after meetings for the talent search grand finale nite!!these are all the hard works we(the cnp dept) put in



really hard work, but then in the end have to take out some of the lightings for certain alphabeths oso coz it wouldn't light up!!is so troublesome using light bulbs as decorations...have to keep adjusting and changing to get all bulb light up!!and once a wire is broken, the whole thing won't light up!!This job is really killing me!!!

Love, Hope, Faith

Have u experience before that sometimes u will feel really really bored and sleepy in class and u will start wondering...."What am I doing here??I should be in my room having my nice and comfortable sleep right now!What is the lecturer talking about?nothing is entering my really compact brain"? Well maybe not..im not sure about others, but for me, i always do feel so...and that's when i will think of all kinds of stupid things to do...

This is what Me, Shu Wei and Mel drew on our own hands to symbolize Love, Hope and Faith!!Well as I say, we are just jobless=)






Me(Cheryl) Love, Shu Wei Hope, Mel Faith!!=)

THE END^^

No VICTORY, Gained COURAGE

My Talent Search audition finally ended!!Such a great relieve...

Woke up so early in the morning to help out on stage there coz i am one of the committee also other than being the participant...

Waited till about 8.45am and still the first 3 participants who are suppose to sing first still haven't arrive and i am the 4th participant...The judges are already there waiting..Suddenly xiao ci came up to me and say:

Cheryl u go first la...the judges are already over there waiting and the first 3 participants haven't arrive yet

i was like....
erm im soo not prepared yet...so early in the morning, my voice is not broken yet oso

Summore my frens haven't arrive yet...i dare not sing...i dun have the courage..im just too afraid to go on...However i got no choice but to perform first...Couldn't make the judges wait so long rite?so i just went up and sing but then it was really terrible coz im really not prepare at all...

the room was soo empty and when i speak on the mic, my voice was so loud!!i was so scared and i dare not even project my voice fully!!So i did not really bring out my voice completely

Suddenly i saw my friends!!!the arrive just on time to watch me sing..that time i was on stage already...luckily my accompaniment got a bit prob so my time can be delayed a bit...Just enough time for my frens to arrive...LOL =)

I suddenly have more courage to carry on...i started singing with more zest on the second part of my song...I was really happy to see them!!really grateful that they came and support me

THANK YOU MY DARLING FRENS!!!xoxo...you girls are really supportive and thank u so much for being there for me!!Eventhough i did not make it to the semis and final, but at least i gain something unique...I got the chance to experience singing up on stage and i got to know that there are many frens out there to support me!!

Sincerely from Cheryl Khor

Tonnes of work

I know this is my 6th post for the day ady and I know many of u must be thinking that i am really free..well actually im not very free to be honest!!I have like tonnes of essays to complete and also my maths portfolio...I haven't even start studying yet and i am having quizzes and tests next week...

Well i just don't know why i feel like blogging so much today after hibernating for quite some time=) i just feel like posting everything i have always wanted to post long time ago but then i just dun have the time!!

If i still dun continue doing my work, i will be soo doomed...
"PROCRASTINATION KILLS"

work hard ChErYl KhOr!!!

Moral Group 29

I am the leader for moral group 29 and i was quite scared at first to be d leader as I am the only girl in my group and the rest of the group members are guys. And i dun even noe any of them at first except for Kien Yang(my mortal)which i have been watching over him throughout the MAS week...hehe

However now I am really happy to be in this group...My group consist of kind gentlements from different different courses and they are all very cooperative and also hardworking!We really work together as a team to fnsh up our really really frustrating and troublesome Moral Reflections.




From upper left(clockwise)Boon Chung, Kien Yang, Me and Wei Di
too bad one of my group members(Chun Keat) is not in the picture as he was not there for the meeting the other day coz he was in his relative's house in Ipoh

Nonetheless i believe there is always next time for us to snap a group picture...

I would like to thank my group members for all d support and guidance that u have been putting in all these while and i really do appreciate it!!Thank u soo soo much!!

Hugs and kisses from Cheryl Khor

Cats...Ewww

There are so many cats here in UTP and the amount is like increasing day by day!!
haih cats...eventhough is cute and adorable but i still dun like it...I just don't noe why.. it is not a very favourable pet to me if it is compared with other pets...

Im so sorry to those cat-lovers but i just wish to continue establishing an "ANTI CATS Club" which was previously held in CBN last time=)



Looks like the cats are having some sort of gathering over here!!

Talent Search!!

Talent Search is back with the intention of searching for talented students in UTP!!this is the second time it will be held in UTP and everybody is free to take part but of course with a registration fee!!

Speaking about talent, i knew i have quite a few talents but singing??hmm definitely not me...Cheryl Khor don't sing....She might be active in sports, eating, sleeping but definitely not singing!!However she made a sudden decision today!!She decided to take part in the talent search competition which is Singing competition!! Owh no... what has happened?Disaster might occur, we might experience strong tornado here in UTP with the heaviest rain ever...

What makes me made this sudden decision?well simply because i need to sell off my entry tickets for the finals of this Talent Search...It is a must for me to sell off 10 tix and my frens said they would buy the tix from me if im singing!!Hence, i decided to sing and sacrifice my 10bucks for the registration fee..

Well i don't really noe how to sing any song actually...However i decided to sing Bubbly by COLBIE CAILLAT!!
I dont really noe how to sing this song oso actually, therefore im learning very hard now and my audition is like this friday!!

I didn't really aim to get into the finals, but if i got into the finals, it will be better of course coz i will get the chance to grab the grand prize which i know i wont...hahaha coz there are many great singers here in UTP and me??a person hu don't really sing...hmm i dun see any hope in me...However, since i have already signed up, i will try my best to sing the best i can!!

So all my beloved frens in UTP!!!please do come and support me yea!!Can get the tickets from me...

Sincerely from Cheryl Khor!!

Rotaract Installation

Yday was the rotaract installation for year 2008. At first I never thought of going because have to pay for it but since XC is performing break dance, So I decided to go after She persuaded me for so long. Anyway it is only 38 bucks but then I'm really very broke ady this month. Over my budget of more than 100 bucks any.

However I never regret going because it was really fun.

We went to the Ipoh country club I guess if I'm not mistaken.

Before reaching the place:

tired of posing dy...Hari take picture soooo long!!!!

At Ipoh Club:

Poh Vin Me and Elya!!!

Cici and Me!!

Hari and cheryl!!(he takes picture really very slow arrr)

CK and CK!!
(Clark Kent and Calvin Klein)
hehe
Poh Vin and Cheryl!!

(to be continued)

more pics to come

Skipped class

Me and my frens skipped moral class on Wed and went to pasar malam...

In UTP bus on the way to Tmn Maju pasar malam...

we wanted to shop for food and i was there to help daphnee buy bicycle as she was sick that day!!!soo we planned to buy bicycle from tmn maju pasar malam and cycle back to UTP but then the bikes there are kinda expensive and those ppl like duwan to do business oni...so we left and we decided to take the bus to Tronoh and buy it from there...

In these two pics...really weird...The guy at the back of pey si and Mel soo busybody....keep sticking his head in the middle in between them as if wanna be in the photo oso...

But then in the end they didn't buy the bikes oso coz is too expensive and somemore we need to rush back coz 1 of our frens in the moral class said that pey si's name was called up and she was not that...soo have to hurry back as the lecturer wants to see her after class...

So we rushed back....

**++THE END++**

Poster Presentation

On the 4th Sept, me and Mei Foong presented our poster based on the short stories "Death By Scrabble"...Lotz of preparation were done and finally it is completed and eventhough it is not really nice but im kinda satsified with it!!=)

to be continued

Weather

Hmm...the weather nowadays is getting more and more wierd...I just dunno why but is kinda creepy at times...

In the morning/afternoon it will be extremely hot till ur skin can be barbequed....So for those hu haven't seen me for a while, i will be darker by now...so dun get surprise if u see a black girl which looks like me next time...coz maybe it is me...

and in the evening it will be super windy and after that rains heavily!!Speaking on wind, haih the strong wind in UTP just crashed my newly bought UV Protection umbrella from S&J which costs me RM12.90...sooo Sad!!!then previously, i bought and umbrella from Petaling street too...but is is also useless as the sun can still penetrate through...what's the use of using that umbrella??i will still get burnt!!

And at night, it will either be tooo cold or too stuffy....

It is no wonder i always sick in UTP!!haha or maybe i just don't know how to take care of myself...

**++THE END++**

Crazy frens in UTP!!

Potrait of us=)
Our reflection...

Forgotten what class is this but we always do snap pics in any class...

Look at those "siaw poh"...haha

My roommate(Kavita), shu wei and Me!!!

The Happy-go-lucky ones!!!

OK....dun ask me why...Me myself oso dunno what is going on!!haha
Hmm...they just got too drunk!!haha or maybe is just Daphnee
this is during blackout in my hostel!!we sempat snap pics..=)
this is clare beside me...her name is clare marie...too bad not marie claire..haha and she is a super hyper and sporting girl!!can play guitar too...and im so jealous of that!!hope to learn something from her soon=)
Hehe too bored during rotaract meeting!!soo snap some pics...

This is another hyper-active gal...she is older than me but she looks younger than me...haih this is soo unfair!!!very very playful and very naughty too...but caring and nice in a way!!!Happy to noe her as a fren and she is in our gang too!!!hehe the oni undergrads student!!

**++THE END++**