MC-ing!!

I got a call from Fauzan, the head of Intellectual Convention (IC) ConvoFair2010 on Saturday morning (2.46am) asking me whether I would be able to be MC for the event on Sunday, 3rd October...

With a little hesitation, I agreed upon his request as he mentioned that there are no other ppl willing to be the MC and couldn't find any MC in such short time.. Well, since I had always like to try out to be an MC, I finally agreed to it!!

I went through a whole day of rehearsal starting from 9am till 12am midnite....After a one long day of rehearsal, I thought of resting early to be fully prepared for my MCing the following morning however sudden tasks just pop up...Since I am in the HRM dept of ConvoFair, I need to seek for urgent manpower backup for Sunday....

Well I called up almost every committee in the database list, used up till almost 10 bucks calling till 2am in the morning and managed to only get 2 extra manpower....

End up sleeping around 2 something and waking up at 7am the next morning!! Fuhhh tiring!!

Went undercroft sharp at 8am and start preparing for MCing.....Hmm my first time being a formal MC is kinda bad i guess as there are many stumbles here and there with many forgotten lines and mistakes every now and then =p

Well for a first timer, i would say, it was kinda bad =p

However, i felt relieved and happy once everything came to an end...It was indeed a very tiring weekend for me,....I do not have much time to rest at all and there are tonnes of projects and assignments piling up ahead of me......hmm alright i better starting working on a few =p

In a nutshell, MC-ing is not so bad after all~~ =)

TIME FLIES

TICK TOCK...TICK TOCK....TICK TOCK....

As I sat on my study table thinking of how to start my project paper, my mind wonders far away....Wonders from one issue to another...

Wondering whether am I making the right choice??
Wondering whether is it worth it????
Wondering whether I will be able to cope up???
Wondering whether I will always be this lucky everytime???
Wondering whether I am strong and capable enough to hold on till the end???
Wondering whether I will faint one day???
Wondering whether I will breakdown into tears one day??

And as I wonder......I suddenly felt the "second needle" ticking on my watch getting louder and louder and as it gets louder, it is getting faster and faster....Somehow i felt that the time accelerated double the usual speed!! AND my heart is racing at the speed of light as well!!

I felt im so left behind, so abandoned....
by time, by work, by studies, by events, by friends, by relationship....

Then I start feeling....
Whether I will be able to catch up with all those.....
Whether I will be able to excel in everything I do...
Whether I will have enough time for each tasks....

My mind just wont stop wondering and wonders around aimlessly....When there are too much to wonder, you just don't know how or where to focus on already!! You just feel like ignoring everything and act as though nothing ever matters.... You just feel like sleeping all day, not thinking about anything and put all the worries aside....

If I were give one minute, just one minute......Not having to think about all those.... It would already be more than enough for me!!!

And as I typed this, another 20minutes gone....Time Flies like nobody's business!!
You got to be alert and quick to catch up with it or it will be vanished from your sight in a blink of an eye!!

Cherish every second you have!!
Treasure every moment!! =)
Think about your loved ones!! They will always be there for you!!
Thanks to all those who has always been by my side through my hard times....
With your love and support, it is the main source of my determination to hold on and be strong!!

Be happy no matter what comes ahead of you~~~

I can DO IT!!! AND.... I BELIEVE I CAN!!!

Attached together with this post is an ispirational video which i got from YouTube which inspires me alot!! Hope that it can inspire those who are facing the same situation as me as well!!